Beauty And Rage

So all month I have been using different makeup products to see which I like the best. This actually hard for me because I'm not a  very observant person. The only way I for sure know that i like a product is if  it is a product that I'm using everyday and it somehow finds its way into my school bag. I was able to narrow the list down to just a few products this month but these are my absolute " Must Try " products of the month January. The first products I use on my face are the L'Oreal Magic Perfecting Base Face primer. This primer is literally heaven! It makes my skin so smooth and the application of my foundation goes on way smoother when I use this primer. The second thing is the Maybelline Dark spot eraser concealer. The coverage on this is amazing and the formula itself is easy to blend. Retail For: L'Oreal Primer: $8.59 Maybelline Concealer: $7.94 Alright, so I was using a Maybelline Pressed Powder to set my foundation and concealer...

These are some of my absolute FAVORITE makeup looks I have created! The first two are a bit similar but I feel like the first look has more precise lines and blending techniques. I did this makeup on my evil stepsister for a party she went to.I wasn't to sure of my work in the beginning but I really love how it turned out. I couldn't do much with her face because she has a shit ton of acne that quite frankly scares me. I just used Maybelline Dream Pure BB Cream, as well as the Maybelline Instant Age Rewind Dark spot Concealer, and pressed powder. I also used a little bit of a L'oreal primer underneath her foundation. I was inspired by the oh so fabulous Jaclyn Hill for this look. She loves sticking to those warm tone smoky eyes and I just had to try it on myself. I do think my contour line could be blended better but I still haven't mastered that skill yet. This last one was a sunset inspired makeup look. Looking at it now and knowing that Valenti...

Most girls would wear sexy costumes to Halloween parties, but me, nope. I put on some insane makeup! Haha! When your makeup is on point but the sun disagrees! #SelfieFail These were some of my very first "Monthly Favorites Hauls" I don't know why but these videos are the least watched on my channel. I guess people don't find amusement in "bragging".

A few months ago dad got fired at work. This scared me because we were already not doing good with money, but fortunately for us he got a new job within the next week. This would be a good thing but it was with the company that he left just a few months before that because they were treating him poorly. On top of that this new job he has doesn't put dad at the top where he was with his other job. Now he has to actually do the work, and he doesn't get a truck of his own. Since that happened he can't pick me up after school so that means that I have to walk home everyday for two miles. It really scares me to walk alone, I get so paranoid that I might get kidnapped or a dog might attck me. A couple of weeks ago I swear an old man whistled at me what is worse  is that he was driving a mini van. How uncomfortable would you feel in my situation? So getting past the paranoia I get home around 430 each day and I am home alone the majority of the time until aroun 9 or 10 at night. S...

Yesterday I waisted a pretty huge chunk of hours doing not much of anything. I did create a makeup look and get a good 50 selfies in for the day. And if you didn't know, my main focus right now is with makeup, I play around with makeup whenever I can. It's almost like I am obsessed, but when I'm doing it I understand what it means to me. Normally I spend hours each day just playing with makeup or recording videos. Yesterday was different though because I didn't know what to do. Each day I get this list of different things I want try whether it is some kind of craft, or makeup look I always know what I'm going to spend the day doing. My brain is stuck, its like it has literally been drained of all its creative juices. I don't plan what I am going to do for the day, but I do always have a list in the back of my head of what I want to do. Most days I do procrastinate that list, but when I don't I can get five different projects done in that one day. It's re...

This past week I went back to school after the holiday break. For some reason that I don't know, I got this random archeology class. It turns out that this class hasn't been taught in the last twenty years. It really is a strange class, we watched a video about the pagans which were sort of like the Neaderthals just a lot crazier. Now archeology is a bit interesting but that's not what I wanted to share. The first week of class we were supposed to put a power-point of ourselves together. 5 Slides containing the 5W's of life. Who? What? When? Where? and Why? Normally I'm a very deceptive person, I don't like to share to much. I like keeping to myself  and sort of remaining that mystery that everyone wants to figure out. So when I had to put the slides together I really had no clue what to put. To my surprise I had no trouble filling out the who, what, and why. But when I had to share my when and where I had no idea. I don't think you can really see where y...