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Separation and Paranoia!

A few months ago dad got fired at work. This scared me because we were already not doing good with money, but fortunately for us he got a new job within the next week. This would be a good thing but it was with the company that he left just a few months before that because they were treating him poorly. On top of that this new job he has doesn't put dad at the top where he was with his other job. Now he has to actually do the work, and he doesn't get a truck of his own. Since that happened he can't pick me up after school so that means that I have to walk home everyday for two miles. It really scares me to walk alone, I get so paranoid that I might get kidnapped or a dog might attck me. A couple of weeks ago I swear an old man whistled at me what is worse  is that he was driving a mini van. How uncomfortable would you feel in my situation? So getting past the paranoia I get home around 430 each day and I am home alone the majority of the time until aroun 9 or 10 at night. So my dad gets out around 430 -5 ish but we only have one vehicle, thanks to my brother. Turns out my brother is perfectly fine with leaving our truck that he borrowed on the side of the freeway when it breaks down. I still don't get it, he just walks off and doesn't call anyone for help? So anyways because we have one car my dad's woman (stepmother) takes the car with her to work and she doesn't get out until 9 or 10 so my dad waits at the closest gas station until she picks him up, unless he can get a ride from a coworker. I really have no clue where my evil stepsister is during the week but I couldn't care either way. But it's just like I am always alone, I really don't enjoy the company of my dad's woman and evil stepsister very much anymore. I would really like it if I could see my dad, we don't even have to talk we could just make dinner together or clean the kitchen. We don't ever really talk, not a nice long conversation about the day and just about random things I would normally talk about with my best friend. I know he doesn't mean to put this sort of separation between us but it's there. He's home early today, maybe I should go and see what he is doing. We could talk about my project at school or I could ask him why you have to refrigerate Parmesan cheese if it was bought on the shelf. Wish me luck! -With Hope, Sierra.

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