Beauty And Rage

Yesterday I waisted a pretty huge chunk of hours doing not much of anything. I did create a makeup look and get a good 50 selfies in for the day. And if you didn't know, my main focus right now is with makeup, I play around with makeup whenever I can. It's almost like I am obsessed, but when I'm doing it I understand what it means to me. Normally I spend hours each day just playing with makeup or recording videos. Yesterday was different though because I didn't know what to do. Each day I get this list of different things I want try whether it is some kind of craft, or makeup look I always know what I'm going to spend the day doing. My brain is stuck, its like it has literally been drained of all its creative juices. I don't plan what I am going to do for the day, but I do always have a list in the back of my head of what I want to do. Most days I do procrastinate that list, but when I don't I can get five different projects done in that one day. It's re...

This past week I went back to school after the holiday break. For some reason that I don't know, I got this random archeology class. It turns out that this class hasn't been taught in the last twenty years. It really is a strange class, we watched a video about the pagans which were sort of like the Neaderthals just a lot crazier. Now archeology is a bit interesting but that's not what I wanted to share. The first week of class we were supposed to put a power-point of ourselves together. 5 Slides containing the 5W's of life. Who? What? When? Where? and Why? Normally I'm a very deceptive person, I don't like to share to much. I like keeping to myself  and sort of remaining that mystery that everyone wants to figure out. So when I had to put the slides together I really had no clue what to put. To my surprise I had no trouble filling out the who, what, and why. But when I had to share my when and where I had no idea. I don't think you can really see where y...