Beauty And Rage

Yesterday I waisted a pretty huge chunk of hours doing not much of anything. I did create a makeup look and get a good 50 selfies in for the day. And if you didn't know, my main focus right now is with makeup, I play around with makeup whenever I can. It's almost like I am obsessed, but when I'm doing it I understand what it means to me. Normally I spend hours each day just playing with makeup or recording videos. Yesterday was different though because I didn't know what to do. Each day I get this list of different things I want try whether it is some kind of craft, or makeup look I always know what I'm going to spend the day doing. My brain is stuck, its like it has literally been drained of all its creative juices. I don't plan what I am going to do for the day, but I do always have a list in the back of my head of what I want to do. Most days I do procrastinate that list, but when I don't I can get five different projects done in that one day. It's re